Only one day until the All Blacks play, just letting you all know that the time is almost here and I am actually very very excited, you wil be able to tell the result from my Monday entry. I will either be ecstaticcally happy or depressed beyond belief.

I found out something wierd today, I found out that an ex girlfriend from when I was still at high school is now a lesbian. I was in fact the last guy she ever dated. She has been a lesbian for a while but I am not in touch with her. One of my old mates took great pleasure in sending me the "you ex girlfriend is a lesbian" email.

We didnt go out for long so I dont think I can take any responsibility for her sitting on the other side of the fence. It is the old argument of nature vs nurture I guess. I think people dont have a choice, there are maybe some people who make a decision but I think that would be in the minority.

Anyhows, this is really abotu me, I dated a lesbian, I am not sure if this will become one of those glory stories you tell when you have too much to drink or wether it is something I should keep firmly in the realm of things never to be told.

It makes me laugh at the moment, I think back to her and she was just the sweetest girl ever (probably still is I imagine) and we never did anything, it would just have been too wierd. We were that couple who never got past hand holding and the senidng of soppy love notes.

I miss those days, I miss sending each other crappy notes over class. When you thought you would never wipe the smile off your face because you just held her hand. You thought you were in love and pictures the hapily ever after even though you were only 15. You promised yourself and whoever else was listenng to your subconscious that you would treat the girl like a princess and be te perfect guy (I still make those promises and try so hard, just am not perfect I guess).

Anyhows as per usual I am losing track of where I was going. I dated a lesbian, that is so cool, I was a girls last ever taste of what it is like to have a boyfriend, I cant help but feel sorry for her.

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